Waving the Big Storm

In the current situation the world is in, all of us have to simply endure the storm and put our heads down to make sure we still have some sort of professional future in the coming year. Some of us have to just accept that rejection and termination is just another opportunity waiting in the horizon.

For the few like me, some sort of house keeping is season, making sure that everything is in place, for when the heaviest storm comes, we all need to be ready and have a shelter to protect us from harm.

That's it.

It is useless to think about this day in and day out. Nothing good will come out of it anyway. So i decide to live my life the way it should be, chill, easy and free. How else can i live in this city if not like this?

Yes I have started going to the waters again.

Yes I have started to eat healthier and more cost effectively.

Yes I have cut down on going out and saved some money in the bank.

I have done all that. The ultimate question is for what?

I have just got off the phone with my Mum and told her how I felt about all this. I told her that I'll just go home when shit happens to me, i even told my sister about it. Until it happens to me, I shall continue to live our lives a day at a time, on our own. To think we are living away from our family like this is just a cycle where we have to prove to oursleves that we do can live our lives independently.

But like any other Asian families, our bond is stronger than blood. We yearn for all of us to be together, like the old days.

Then again, we are in 4 different countries, 5 people living parallel lives from each other and yet it intersects and meets at a point when we want to, when we need to. We need family, however much we deny it.

Though the heaviest storm comes, there is always family that can shelter you.

Hmmm :-)

Constant Change - Jose Mari Chan